06.28.10

Life is falling apart right now.
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I haven't written in forever because I was semi happy for awhile... My boy left for the military 6 days ago. He won't be back till november.

Since he's been gone I've already lost 9 pounds... I was getting healthy... semi healthy. at least I was maintaining my weight. Now I've just stopped eating and I've begun obsessing again.

He is going to freak when he gets back if I don't stop loosing weight but the sad thing is I want to. I can't help it. It's all I think about.... ughhhh.

anyway thats all I had to say is that I'm loosing weight again.
happy thoughts!